Its My Birthday !

Its my Birthday today ....new coming birthday ... with all of wishes and hopes and also a long list of need to do .... I received a good presents for My Birthday ...

A present from my dearest frind Kate received on 24th July .. we spend a great day hanging around and having a great time ..

Drugstore Beauty products 

This classy watch from my aunt , love its so much 

Bath &Body Works 

And finally I bought this makeup to cheer up my day and mood,  love Real Techniques brush they are blend and give a stunning makeup finish. 

I planned to spend my birthday as I did yearly for me but also there were a lot of responsibilities and tasks to look after ... so I Skip it .... I must make up for this day next week wanna go Salon change my hair colour ... love to do this hair style and colour .

What you think Girls ?

I am Back Again

It has been long time since I post something about my passion beauty or even art (drawing and painting), I let my life mixture of tasks, responsibilities and duties took me away so far from being me, from enjoy spending a little hours of my time, taking care of my health and improving my lifestyle or even doing something I like.

Hoping from today, I am going to start again cause honestly all what I am feeling right now that..... I am not me no more....  lost motivation....   and lost the only ways to release all my pressure ...feeding my passion of beauty and art .

I am going to post about my healthy habits, lifestyle to be motivated to carry on the routine (yoga, workout and healthy eating) hope so. Well  I will need to stick on a schedule and plan my day tasks , I don’t have a stable routine,  my schedule change daily and I need to set a flexible plan and need to find a time for me ...

But I will keep posting.

XOXO

How I feel , now adays

I never imagine that I would ever felt this way emptiness and soul pain that will never stop.

 I am really angry of everything and everyone that changed my life but I am not blame

I can't turn back the time, the age or the lost Opportunities.

All I know... All I learned in my life is keep working and running after completing my education but I am jobless now and not able to carrying on university. I know I tried to do my best to be educated and achieved my dream but nothing by my hand now.

I don’t want to find myself at the end  wasting my time by letting the situations , people and circumstances  limited my life ... my soul and my choices ... 

I am really tired of fighting ... but I can't surrender ...Not now....

I have to find another way to compensate for what I missed ... when I was not strong enough ... cause I care about others and left what I care and pleasure at the end of my priorities.... 

But now there is no time to waste.... scarring luck... 

I need to change the pain ... Need to feel I am live again.... 

I really don’t know how to start ... and where.....

All I know I need to change everything around... 

Need to taste the life pleasures......

Today is my Birthday and this my new makeup look

Hi all beauty lover.... today is my birthday ... it’s a habit every year I made some change ... changing my look ... my style ... having something i loved ... it’s a day for me ...
this year everything change since i lost my education plan ... as i am not able to offer the fee ... but i start taking care of my health ,working out  daily and start yoga...
I love to do change ... to change deadly routine  ... I have a plan of attending to yoga class for one session... Having new ear piercing and changing colour of my hair...
Hope this year brings me love, joy and hope to complete my guitar lesson...
Wish you all a great day and night....

"We Turn Not Older With Years, But Newer Everyday."
~Emily Dickinson


Enjoy the look 

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My Birthday

To day is my birthday I am now 28 years old getting older have a bright side  that its increase the experience , knowledge , responsible and  access  the state of satisfaction and contentment ---> well some times 

Hope this year well bring more happiness  and peace to my soul 

StarBucks Coffee

I had medical followup and blood test to do for complete my psoriasis treatment , My Dr. said that the new injection my stop the suffering of irritation and Health setbacks , she didn't specify and side effect yet but there is for sure .Woke up early morning suffering from a bad night already , but the weather were great ,stopped all bad feeling and expression sunny day with cool and sweet breezes ,caress the pain and promise of great start .

Every thing done smoothly the followup & the blood tests finished early , that unusual . I still have time to cheer my self up a little and went to the most lovely place that i love in the world (the beach ) , I went there ,the great thing is that i Found StarBucks Looking over to the sea .I sat in the out door seats had my cheese cake strawberry & Mocha latte enjoyed the quiet atmosphere ,the clean air and the sun shine peacefully.

Leave you with the pics i took 
Have a great day 

CINNZEO Day ( Not Feeling Well )

I just not feeling well ( emotionally ) I think , so as its destroy me and acting upon my psoriasis And cause me to relapse and irritation of psoriasis , I decide to go out alone thinking alone
Escape from rush and people around me 
I think i just need to
Be alone , Need to have my special space 
Special place May be it the matter of time as always 
May be cause i am getting older 
I don't really know whats the reason
its my life routine working and working and only have a few hours to be on line .Met a friend in digital worlds  and i am thankful for that :))
I think i need change in my life 
Some one , special and care 
care about me and let me stop thinking and take care about others 
May be its a matter of hormones Change 
I really cant figure about what happening to me and why this mixed felling and lost 

Shaimaa