I never imagine that I would ever
felt this way emptiness and soul pain that will never stop.
I am really angry of everything and everyone
that changed my life but I am not blame
I can't turn back the time, the age
or the lost Opportunities.
All I know... All I learned in my
life is keep working and running after completing my education but I am jobless
now and not able to carrying on university. I know I tried to do my best to be
educated and achieved my dream but nothing by my hand now.
I don’t want to find myself at the
end wasting my time by letting the
situations , people and circumstances
limited my life ... my soul and my choices ...
I am really tired of fighting ...
but I can't surrender ...Not now....
I have to find another way to compensate for
what I missed ... when I was not strong enough ... cause I care about others
and left what I care and pleasure at the end of my priorities....
But now there
is no time to waste.... scarring luck...
I need to
change the pain ... Need to feel I am live again....
I really don’t
know how to start ... and where.....
All I know I
need to change everything around...
Need to taste
the life pleasures......
Hope everything gets fine dear.
ReplyDeleteWe can not turn back the time.
yes Niesha we cant ..
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