Dark Mood look

I am just in  Black Art Mood
Sad , tired , unheard, scared
Cant figure out what i am feeling
Lost 
Cant feel the life pleasure
My be Cause i lost the only one i have
Or my be not
Maybe cause i am tired and cant keep walking in the road alone
The wild thought caught my mind and my soul
The silence is all what i have around this hunted people

I am a lone
Like the old boat in wild ocean

( Sorry I am really sad and just feel to write )